January 5th

So In a few weeks I'll be 29 (oh dear)
I'm not even close to where I wanted to be by 29. I'm still in school, unmarried, no kids, no apartment, no self esteem and I'm fat and poor. I feel like a real loser and there's no way I can make myself feel better. I've been sick and it feels like I am falling behind at school. I am so stressed I eat, and I'm stressed because I am fat. Vicious cycle.


I am hoping to start this new year without any craziness of last year, no more insanity. I want to go to the gym more and generally be a happier person. It just feels so difficult right now though. I feel like an old loser. :(