The Waiting Game

So my college application is in and I've been accepted, my application for HRLE funding is in, now I have to wait!! The worst part is, they usually wait until right before school is scheduled to start to let you know if you've been approved. My start date is Feb 14th (kind of ironic?) If I get turned down there will be no love from me to HRLE!! I've been worrying my backside off as to whether I'll get enough to pay my bills and my tuition while I'm in school but I was told by my Career Coucillor at the Y that I shouldn't worry and that most people who apply get approved and you can always appeal if you need more money for living expenses. Living on my own I have so many bills right now I'm stressing on how I'll pay them now. I can't imagine how I will feel when my E.I. runs out. Good gravy I am stressed :(